Random.

Bismillah.

Lamanya tak menulis.

Bukan apa.

Terlalu sibuk + takda internet.

Hahah.

Actually was not thinking to write. But then suddenly like, I have nothing to do. Why don’t just write something dalam blog usang ni kan?

2016.

Ramai pulak yang kahwin.

Dan suddenly lepas je kena task-force ke SRKL, aku macam concern tentang wedding.

Maklumlah, kena task-force jadi wedding –sales- coordinator kan.

Tiba-tiba je things about weddings are in my mind. While the truth is I never like to handle a wedding.

Tapi hmmm. Entah la.

Okay enough.

Raya ni suddenly ramai pulak kenalan aku yang dah bertunang and berkahwin.

Apakah 2016 ini tahun yang bagus untuk mendirikan rumah tangga?

Might be also kan?

Hahah anyway to all those kenalanku yang dah bertunang atau lebih baik lagi dah melangkah ke alam perkahwinan, barakallahuma. May ALLAH bless your relationship. Biar sentiasa di bawah lindungannya.

Cakap pasal relationship.

I was in love and I was loved.

Mungkin sebab perangai aku sendiri kot (selfish mostly), I can’t make it last.

Bukan tak nak cuba, but then, my heart can’t take it. Tak pandai.

Mungkin sebab aku bukan membesar dengan family yang mencurahkan segala kasih-sayang, maka aku pun tak pandai nak sayang dekat orang.

Atau mungkin aku je yang terlalu ego tanpa memikirkan perasaan orang lain. Yeah I think the latter.

Anyway, I am happy to know that the one that I loved is now happy. Sumpah aku happy. Sebab sepanjang we were together, I hurt him. Badly.

So he deserves the happiness. Much more than I do. Mungkin bila aku dah pandai nak fikir guna akal and bukan pakai kepala lutut, I will get the same happiness.

Haahahha~ okay enough about that.

Ramai jugak sahabat yang dah start nak melangkah ke alam perkahwinan.

Bila fikir balik, aku ni tak nak kahwin ke?

Hahah. Siapa yang tak nak kahwin?

Naluri manusia la deyyy~

Hmmm. Bila kena tolong jadi planner –penyibuk- untuk wedding kak Jun, aku terfikir jugak, kalau majlis aku, aku nak buat macam mana.

Senang je. aku just nak my whole family there. Buat kenduri kecik2 kat rumah atuk, semua family aku ada.

Just that.

Sebab aku bukan jenis yang suka nak tersengih untuk 1 jam and above. And plus, aku tak kenal ramai orang. Orang pun tak kenal aku. Tak ramai weh kalau buat majlis.

Hahah!

Anyway, my dream proposal?

Senang je.

datang jumpa atuk aku and mintak izin dekat atuk aku.

Simple kan?

Kenapa bukan dengan mak aku?

Sebab mak aku tak cukup sihat. dan sebab waktu kecik aku, aku habiskan dekat rumah atuk.

Walaupun aku bukannya cucu yang baik, tapi restu atuk is what I am looking for.

Sebab atuk is my everything. Aku ulang lagi. Walaupun aku bukan cucu yang baik, tapi bagi aku, atuk is everything.

So bagi aku. Kalau kau tak bagitau aku pun takpa. Terus jumpa atuk, mintak izin. Itu betul my dream sebenarnya.

Tapi tunggu la kan. One fine day.

Ehhh cliché pulak si ‘Aqilah ni kan.

Hahaha~ biarlah. Lama tak menaip.

Bila aku dengar planning semua orang untuk wedding, aku happy. Serius happy gila.

Terlebih excited pun ya jugak.

Tapi aku takkan boleh bayangkan aku yang nak kahwin. Ada ke orang nak kat aku? Hahah!

Sebab aku jujur kagum dengan orang yang dah kahwin, lagi-lagi orang yang sebaya atau lagi muda dari aku.

How matured are they to move on to the next level. How ready are them to hold the responsibilities of a wife and mother.

Aku kagum.

Bukan mudah.

Bukan mudah untuk hidup dengan orang lain. Orang yang bukan darah daging.

But then they manage. They manage it happily.

In fact, they are incredibly happy with it.

Alhamdulillah for that!

Okay enough of that.

Yang penting aku just nak bagitau, tahun ni ramai sangat orang kahwin. Tak menyempat aku nak mintak cuti untuk hadir majlis korang. Mintak ampun sangat.

Doa aku untuk korang is korang happy till Jannah. Semoga relationship kalian dilindungi Allah. Amin.

See You Again~

After for about 2 years getting to know each other,
Baru sem ni betul-betul macam ada bond with everyone.
I'll be missing you guys.
And please miss me too.
Hahah!

Wedding nanti jangan lupa invite.
Though I may cannot come, I can still pray for you guys.

We came from different background, different universities and even we have different wavelength,
but just so you guys know, I won't replace you guys with others.
We're just awesome like that.

In shaa Allah we'll be meeting each other masa convocation nanti.
Jangan lupa pregrad trip kita!!!

Semoga everybody will be somebody when we'll meet each other again later on.
Amin!

XOXO

Cheers,
FAA

yang penting I do think this song ada memorinya sendiri dekat us HM241 kelas D Sesi Oct 2013.

It's been a long day without you, my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again

Damn, who knew?
All the planes we flew
Good things we've been through
That I'll be standing right here talking to you
'Bout another path
I know we loved to hit the road and laugh
But something told me that it wouldn't last
Had to switch up
Look at things different, see the bigger picture
Those were the days
Hard work forever pays
Now I see you in a better place

How can we not talk about family when family's all that we got?
Everything I went through you were standing there by my side
And now you gon' be with me for the last ride

It's been a long day without you, my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way 
from where we began 
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I'll see you again
When I'll see you again

First you both go out your way
And the vibe is feeling strong
And what's small turn to a friendship
A friendship turn to a bond
And that bond will never be broken
The love will never get lost 
And when brotherhood come first
Then the line will never be crossed
Established it on our own
When that line had to be drawn
And that line is what we reach
So remember me when I'm gone

How can we not talk about family when family's all that we got?
Everything I went through you were standing there by my side
And now you gon' be with me for the last ride

So let the light guide your way, yeah
Hold every memory as you go
And every road you take, will always lead you home, home

It's been a long day without you, my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again

Wiz Khalifa ft. Charlie Puth - See You Again

Rant

Lama sangat tak update blog.
Takda benda nak cerita.
Tapi harini terasa macam rajin nak menaip.
So here goes nothing.

Beberapa hari ni kecoh satu Malaysia about the girl yang Baro peluk tu.
Hmmm.
Apa nak cakap ek?
Aku sendiri suka kpop.
Aku takde la baik sangat.
Pakai tudung pun on off.
Mulut dan kelakuan memang tak pernah jaga.
Tapi.
Layak ke semua orang untuk terus mengutuk dan membuka aib orang tu?
Tidakkah Islam itu sebuah agama yang sangat indah?
Yang aku pernah belajar dan ingat sampai sekarang.
Untuk menegur kenalah dengan sopan dan tidak membuka aib orang.
Bukan macam tu ke?

Indeed.
Apa yang dia buat tu salah.
Alasan semua orang.
Sebab dia pakai tudung dan merelakan sahaja?
Well, try to be on her situation. Or her family.
Kalau adik perempuan atau kakak korang yang kena macam tu, korang tak sedih ke?
You guys can talk shits.
Because it didn't happen to your family.
Batalkan konsert kpop sebab bawak unsur-unsur negatif?
Shouldn't we stop konsert yang dianjurkan oleh orang Malaysia sendiri kalau macam tu?
Dah tentu-tentu la setiap konsert tu je akan bawak certain unsur negatif.
Tidak ke macam tu?
Ke aku je rasa macam tu?
Because I never went to any kind of concert.
Tapi tu la.
Kalau betul nak batalkan konsert ke apa ke.
Look on our side first.
Bukankah kita pun ada je buat benda yang sama?

Another thing,
I read somewhere that someone said that the K-thingy from Kpop membawa maksud misi kristian untuk menjatuhkan Islam?
Now wait a minute.
K in that kpop bukankah bermaksud korean pop?
And people shouldn't be stupid and senang-senang melibatkan agama dalam sesuatu perkara.
Itu adalah salah satu sensitive line kot.
Kalau betul la nak kata kpop itu salah satu modus operandi nak menjatuhkan Islam, kenapa tak bash other things yang sama menjadi modus operandi menjatuhkan Islam?

Memang semua orang ada pendapat masing-masing.
Memang budak tu mungkin salah.
Tapi tidak ke korang terfikir yang korang juga salah?
Tak salah kau nak mengutuk perbuatan orang tu.
But don't just make a stereotype statement.
Bukan semua yang suka kpop suka benda-benda macam tu.
Dan kalau korang nak mengutuk dalam laman sosial, hentikanlah dari mem'viral'kan video budak tu.
Bukak aib orang je dah berdosa.
Macam mana korang nak mintak maaf dengan dia nanti?

Nak buat benda tu jadi peringatan?
Why don't you tell that to our media penyiaran dulu?
Stop creating a storyline yang membabitkan sentuhan intim antara pelakon lelaki dan perempuan.
Mereka pun Islam juga.
Kenapa mereka boleh buat benda-benda macam tu?
Challenging themselves dalam bidang lakonan?
Like seriously?
Agama letak di belakang ke?
Denda?
Denda those yang melakukan perkara-perkara macam tu di sekeliling kalian.
Kutuk?
Kutuk mereka yang melakukan perkara-perkara sedemikian juga.

Pakai tudung tak semestinya baik.
Tak pakai tudung tak semestinya jahat.

Ubah persepsi tu.
Yang salah tetap salah.
Yang betul tetap betul.
Yang penting, kita yakin dengan satu benda.
ALLAH itu maha Adil. ALLAH itu maha Penyayang. ALLAH itu maha Pengampun.
And I am ranting here bukan untuk mengatakan yang aku backup budak tu ke apa ke.
Macam yang aku cakap tadi.
Yang salah tetap salah.
But she can be better kan?

And people.
Stop bashing all those kpop idols or whatnot.
They are also working hard to be on top macam yang diorang dapat sekarang.
Their training is harsh enough.
Memang ada those yang buat plastic surgery and whatnot.
Tapi ada je yang muka cantik handsome dari kecik.
Macam orang putih ke orang mana-mana ke.
Bukannya diorang tak ada dapatkan beauty treatment ke apa.
Cuma kerana diorang memang famous dengan plastic surgery, maka people make a stereotype judgement bahawa mereka buat plastic surgery just to become an idol.
Aku rasa kalau dekat Malaysia ni plastic surgery tu tak mahal dan Islam tidak melarang seseorang itu merubah wajahnya hanya untuk kelihatan cantik, ramai aje yang dah buat plastic surgery tu.

Entah la.
Kadang-kadang mentaliti keanak-anakan ni la yang memporak-perandakan Malaysia.
People like to judge and bash. Tak fikir yang benda itu membuka aib orang.
Tak fikir yang mungkin satu hari nanti keluarga anda mungkin terlibat juga.
Tak terfikir yang things may happen to yourself too.
Yang orang tau, bash. bash. bash.
As long as you're being in the loop of orang yang kononnya concern dengan semua benda ni.
Why judge people?
Why bash people?
When you yourself being judged and bashed, korang pun marah kan?
Just fikir what is hers and her family's feeling.
That's all I want to say.

Yang penting aku nak tekankan dekat sini bahawa i don't back up anybody. This is just my opinion. People are allowed to voice out their opinion kan?

Daehan Minguk!

hi!
it's been a long time since I last posted in here.
maklumlah!
laptop rosak. internet kena potong.
makanya tiada masa nak mengupdate!

okay.
let me talk a bit tentang my recent holiday ke Seoul 2 minggu lepas.

I won't be writing lots.

perjalanan bermula pada 21st Oct yang lepas.
tarikh yang kitorang nak pergi ni jatuh pada musim autumn.
makanya ia memang sejuk.

aku dengan along pun ala2 poyo la bershopping sakan beli baju nak ke sana!

hahah!
okay dah.
21st Oct tu lepas je kami sampai ICN, kami terus la ke Olleh Rental Service. kononnya nak sewa phone. which you should do as they won't sell sim card to foreigners
at first kitorang book 2 phones, quite affordable. 8000KRW for a day. dah happy dah ni...
tetiba sampai sana dia cakap kena bayar deposit 800000KRW utk satu phone!
huh?! kitorang dengan penuh petaknya teruslah cancel sebiji phone. takpa la.
so I do recommend korang sewa portawifi je dekat sana. lagi jimat!
okay. go on. kami pun pergi beli t money. so that kami tak petak nak membayar untuk Subway nanti.
after hampir dua jam tercangak2 di airport, kitorang pun amik airport bus.
we are staying in Hongdae just FYI.

bila dah sampai Hongdae tu, which took for about 2 hours, serius lawak.
sebabnya kitorang tak patut cross the road. bangang punya Google Maps.
makanya, read my advise (eh ke advice? lantak!), never use Google Maps di sana!
dah macam rusa masuk kampung, we both pun bertanya la pada orang yang lalu lalang tu.
thank goodness jugak they can speak english.
dah hampir half an hour later, baru kitorang jumpa Twin Rabbit guesthouse tu!

lepas je sampai, freshen up and everything, kami pun ala2 nak tidur awal la. kononnya nak shopping di Myeong-dong esoknya.

on to the next day.
first day kami menaiki subway. ohoooo! sumpah kebatakan melanda ketika iteww!

before that, biar aku bagi nasihat sikit.
if you guys are in Seoul, do take subway. lagi mudah.
korang research pasal exits and which line you should be taking the subway.
then poof!
semua attraction serius dekat je!
dan kalau korang amik subway, memang sangat murah!
serious!

okay. kita teruskan semula.

and the thing is, I was screaming like a fangirl bila keluar2 je dari exit subway tu!

okay.
and actually. datang ke Myeong-dong buat aku jadi sangat gila!
bukan sebab aku gila shopping cosmetics. because Myeong-dong is some kind of sorga kosmetik
tapi sebab aku dapat shopping dekat Lotte Young Plaza where SM Everysing Pop up Store terletak,
gosh!
macam mana aku tak gila?!
see these!

i spent for about RM400++ just to cure my #EXO-illness. tu pun still rasa tak puas hati sebab kenapa I can't buy all of it?!
hahah!
but still. I loved what I bought there.
love you SM for coming up with the Pop up store idea! +wet smooches+

onto the next day.
kitorang pergi fruit picking. which I highly recommend you guys to never do this! it's uber boring! seriously!
but still, we're having lots of fun here.
batak sebab dapat petik Korean Pear sendiri.
enjoy the pictures!

Konon-kononnya before bertolak

that is the gourd yang selalu kita nampak dalam RM/1N2D

menguji kegergasian pear itewww

pekerja baru Greentopia

first time panjat pokok

kegunaan tangga kerana keDWARFan kami

nampak? hasil kami!

pictures with Austin the TG

 later on, Austin si TG bawa kami ke spot where Jo In Sung and Song Hye Gyo having their first date utk TWTWB, dan juga Gangnam!

hahah!
even though I didn't catch a glimpse on my #Wolves, still.
batak jugak sebab sampai ke sini!

hari tamat kini.

moving on to the 4th day.
saengil in Nami!
it's not my birthday.
It was Along's birthday! cue Birthday song
kali ni tour kami joint with 2 arabic guests.
and guided by Jessica. which we didn't take pictures together.
dekat sini la aku merasmikan hoodie Wolf 88 ku! cue batak melanda
for those who didn't know, Nami Island was the place where Winter Sonata was being filmed pada satu zaman dulu.
and yes. I highly recommend you guys to come here.
serius cantik!
and those yang malas nak berjalan (because it is a huge island, trust me), korang boleh sewa bicycle kat situ.
3000KRW for half an hour single bicycle or 6000KRW for half an hour couple bicycle.
enjoy the pictures again!

later on, lepas hampir 2 hours dekat Nami, we went for lunch.
and kami memang betul-betul macam orang kebulur.
maklumlah. after for about 3 days you didn't eat meat, korang pun akan jadi macam kitorang.
percayalah!
and no worries. sebab keluar-keluar je dari Naminara Republic tu, korang terus akan nampak satu restoran opposite of you.
restoran tu halal!
and the BBQ Chicken tu memang uber awesome!

well, after for about half an hour, we proceed to the railbike. i don't really remember the name. tapi korang boleh tengok Running Man episode Ricky Kim.

it is a 8KM journey and it took for about 1 hour and a half untuk finish the course.
memang penat!
but it was fun!
sebab you won't get it in our country. but i do CINTA Malaysia okay?
yalah. mana ada kau buat railbike pastu tiba-tiba foliage gugur?
takda kat Malaysia ni...
daun getah gugur tu aku percaya lagi...

lepas habis je tour itu, Jessica si TG cantik yang baik hati tu pun beri direction kami untuk ke D'Asti Plate.
it was Along's mission to go to Alex Clazziquai's restaurant and give him souvenir.
makanya tercapai la jugak hasrat kakak aku.
even though dia tak dapat jumpa Alex, but she's still happy.
it's her biggest birthday present la konon-kononnya.

later that night, we went to Insa-dong to buy souvenirs.
and I do have to say, kalau betul korang nak shopping souvenir ke baju I <3 Korea ke apa ke, do go here.
korang akan jadi rambang mata macam kami.
but sorry no picture.
I do have to say gomawo Ajusshi for the discount!
hahah!

habis day 4th.

onto the next day.
hari ni kami habiskan dengan berjalan ke Bukcheon, Ihwa-dong, dan juga N Seoul Tower.
I don't have any Bukcheon's picture sebab the 8 spots yang ada dalam 1N2D tu memerlukan masa selama 4 jam!
dan disebabkan kami sudah terlalu penat berjalan, makanya aku dengan Along made a decision to just go to Ihwa-dong.
that place, daebak!
cantik sangat!
because most of the buildings were painted with murals you know.
and before korang sampai ke sana, korang akan lalu Naksan Park, dan akan lalu monumen2 modern art macam yang dalam cerita Rooftop Prince tu.

ni masa kitorang jalan nak ke Ihwa-dong

then kitorang amik bas (first time naik sebab selama ni naik Subway je) untuk ke N Seoul Tower.
serius murah okay basnya!
dan bas tu akan ada map. so tak perlu risau korang sesat ke apa ke..

nak climb ke atas tu yang memenatkan.
aku memang salute kat semua orang yang tak termengah-mengah nak naik ke atas tu.
kitorang sebab nak sedapkan hati masing-masing, dua-dua cakap sebab tadi kitorang mendaki naik ke Naksan Park, tu yang penat tu. -_-"

this is the N Seoul Tower

masa dekat N Seoul Tower tu, kami amik pakej Observation dengan Teddy Bear Museum.
It only costs us for 14000KRW! memang murah!

enjoy the pictures!

itulah sahaja yang kami lakukan untuk last day kami di sana.
then barulah kami terfikir yang, "eh, kita belum amik gambar dengan manager guesthouse kita rupanya.."

muka manager Kim tu ada sikit iras macam Kang Gary sebenarnya. kalau dia pakai spec

okay.
the next day, masa untuk pulang.

I should say, this is the bestest Graduation gift ever from Along.
thanks Along!
kalau bukan sebab kau memang aku takkan sampai sini.
bila aku dah kerja nanti aku pulak belanja kau bercuti okay.

signed out.